I'm moving my blog to a new location. This one has served me well. But, it's time for a new stage in my life and some new exposure. I can now be found at:
http://mikehelbert.com/
The site is in its infancy. However, I exported the posts from this blog so that they will be readily available to me, and you, over there.
For those who have been following me, it'll be a fun adventure.
I hope that you will join me.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
What in the 'World' is the Church Thinking?
Recently, I’ve read a lot about social and cultural ills, and,
how the Church ought to respond to them. Some of these have to do with specific
events. I read one this morning that just put me over the top with incredulity.
David Hayword shared a story that I found totally unbelievable. Here is a link
to David’s blog, http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nakedpastor/2013/06/money-women-and-guns/.
Last week I read a post by Frank Schaeffer about human
trafficking. This is an issue that is of paramount importance. And, I commend
Frank’s voice on it. He has highlighted the role of social media to the modern-day
slave trade. http://www.patheos.com/blogs/frankschaeffer/2013/06/facebook-and-google-must-do-far-more-to-stop-the-slave-trade/
I could go on and on about the growing economic disparity
between the so-called 1% and everyone else. I could mention how our elected
leaders are owned and operated by various special interests…special interests
that are only concerned about their own interests. Tony Jones wrote a very
insightful piece about this at http://www.patheos.com/blogs/tonyjones/2013/06/08/our-eternal-war/
So, what is the Church saying and doing? From the sermons I’ve
heard and the people I’ve talked to, it seems that we are really, really
concerned about personal piety and creating a counter-cultural presence. Now,
please don’t get me wrong. I’m not disparaging these. (Although, I think the counter-cultural
thing is counter-productive. But, more on that some other time.)
I hear so-called Christian leaders speak out against LGBT
folks on a regular basis like these people, who, incidentally, God loves. I
hear our leaders worrying and complaining because their children masturbate. I
listen to well-meaning folks break down to tears because alcohol exists…or
tobacco, or pot. I listen to high profile ‘leaders’ talk about gender roles as
if they had a hotline to God. Oh, and don’t get me started about science and
evolution. What a ‘slippery slope’ these topics present to the ‘faithful.’
So, we reject the culture. We build structures that shield
us from the tainted influences of this ‘fallen’ world. We build crap. http://www.patheos.com/blogs/irreverin/2013/06/evolvingfaith/
I think that it’s far easier to identify specific ‘sins’ and
issues that differentiate us, that make us exclusive, than to deal with the
real task of building God’s reign here, now, on Earth. What does that look
like? I certainly don’t have an exhaustive answer to this. I do know, however,
some of the characteristics of it. From Jesus, himself, I see his understanding
of this vocation. From Luke 4:18-19 we read, “18. “The Spirit of
the Lord is upon Me, Because He anointed Me to preach the gospel to the poor. He has sent Me to proclaim release to the captives, And recovery of sight to the blind, To set free
those who are oppressed, 19. To proclaim the favorable year of the Lord.”(NASB)
I
don’t see a lot about complementarianism in this. I do see a mandate for caring
for the distressed and marginalized, however. James adds more insight into the
heart of God. He wrote in chapter one of his letter, “Religion that is pure and
undefiled in the sight of God our Father is to care for the orphans and widows
in their distress, to keep oneself pure from the world.” (trans. mine.) Many
evangelicals will say, “Aha! Keep pure from the world. That means individual
moral purity. Exactly what we’ve been preaching!” My response is, “Not so fast.”
What is James’ understanding of what we translate ‘world’? He used ‘Cosmos’ for
this. The idea contained in this language has to do with world systems, not
individual piety. The systemic abuses of greed and power undergird this verse.
Systems that continue the marginalization of entire groups of people are
included here. Embedded privilege is condemned in these few words by the
apostle. While we nit-pick about masturbation people who Christ loves and gave
his life for are set apart as ‘other’ and judged to be something ‘less than’
us. While we look for ways to define who is ‘in’ and who is ‘out’ girls and
women are abused and subjected to horrific conditions so that men might cling
to their power and privilege. Workers are denied living wages so that some
corporation can pay handsome dividends to its stockholders. Hundreds can die in
a factory in Bangladesh in order to pad some executive’s pockets with pictures
of a guy named George. LGBT people are forced to choose between honesty and
self-loathing because some religious leader preaches hate-filled sermons to the
‘faithful.’
No,
our responsibility to God and God’s good creation is to be a royal priesthood
and holy nation. A place of safety for the distressed and marginalized people
of the world. Not to defile ourselves by being a party to the very systems that
cause the distress and marginalizing.
Thursday, June 6, 2013
An Update of sorts
My deadline of May 31st has come and gone. I think that at this time I am going to press ahead with a fiction. I've been able to get quite a few notes written. Mostly from memories, but some that ask questions. Maybe, too many questions. How do I start? How can I articulate complex emotions and passions in a way that doesn't devolve into some kind of voyeurism? How can I honor God and be a blessing to others? How can I avoid 'preaching to the choir'? Because, I have no desire to tell my story to a very narrow and somewhat 'prickish' segment of the culture. The story is not necessarily about, nor for, the kind of faith communities that I have been a part of. It is a story about human frailty and Yahweh's faithfulness.
I have wrestled with how to present real people in real-life situations, (some of them not all that pleasant). Much stress and a few tears have gone into this part of the process. Thanks to our Good Creator, I came across a blog post by writer Wendy Murray this morning. She is a very sensitive person who has gone through a lot of trials. She loves Jesus and desires to honor him and his people. She struggled with some of the things that I am now striving to deal with. In her post she wrote:
For me, this was Ruach Elohim, God's Breath, filling my lungs; my mind; my heart. Write what is real. Whether others accept or reject the story is not my worry. My task is to tell the story.
Thank you, Wendy!
I have wrestled with how to present real people in real-life situations, (some of them not all that pleasant). Much stress and a few tears have gone into this part of the process. Thanks to our Good Creator, I came across a blog post by writer Wendy Murray this morning. She is a very sensitive person who has gone through a lot of trials. She loves Jesus and desires to honor him and his people. She struggled with some of the things that I am now striving to deal with. In her post she wrote:
As writers who also happen to be people of faith we have to be willing to look straight into the world as it is and at the people who inhabit it for who they are. They are real. They are weak. Sometimes they have sex outside of marriage. Do you know anyone who says the f-word? Have you said it in the past week?
For me, this was Ruach Elohim, God's Breath, filling my lungs; my mind; my heart. Write what is real. Whether others accept or reject the story is not my worry. My task is to tell the story.
Thank you, Wendy!
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
How the Holy Spirit can show up anywhere.
This past Sunday I went with my wife to the church that my son and his family have been attending. Before going, I went to the church's website to get some information about them. I was not impressed. And, after attending the service, I was less impressed. It was the same church that I had left. Only it had a better grasp of technology. It was more polished. But, a rock that is polished is still a rock.
They are a typical evangelical church. They truly love Jesus. And, they truly think that they are following Jesus. However, they, like so many other fundagelical churches think that their way is the ONLY way to follow Jesus. I disagree alot.
Their service was very much a patriotic thing since it was Memorial Day. Now, I do not want to take away from that. I am all for the veterans who have given so much for this country. But, I absolutely think that the Church MUST stay somewhat aloof to political leanings and patriotism. Ours is a kingdom that is NOT of this world.
Their guest speaker was Vietnam veteran who had lost both legs to a landmine. Of course, the requisite sympathy was evoked. But, this guy spoke to me. He talked at length about following a call. To me, that is like pouring gasoline on a fire. I do not think that I am following the calling that God has given. I feel like I am prostituting myself in order to pay my bills and keep health insurance for my wife and me. His words haunt me. I am deeply troubled. Could this be Ruach Elohim, the Breath of God, speaking? Could this be the Spirit that Yeshua told Peter and the others would come and teach them all things saying that I had no faith? Maybe. I am not sure. All I know is that in the most unexpected place, God may have spoken.
They are a typical evangelical church. They truly love Jesus. And, they truly think that they are following Jesus. However, they, like so many other fundagelical churches think that their way is the ONLY way to follow Jesus. I disagree alot.
Their service was very much a patriotic thing since it was Memorial Day. Now, I do not want to take away from that. I am all for the veterans who have given so much for this country. But, I absolutely think that the Church MUST stay somewhat aloof to political leanings and patriotism. Ours is a kingdom that is NOT of this world.
Their guest speaker was Vietnam veteran who had lost both legs to a landmine. Of course, the requisite sympathy was evoked. But, this guy spoke to me. He talked at length about following a call. To me, that is like pouring gasoline on a fire. I do not think that I am following the calling that God has given. I feel like I am prostituting myself in order to pay my bills and keep health insurance for my wife and me. His words haunt me. I am deeply troubled. Could this be Ruach Elohim, the Breath of God, speaking? Could this be the Spirit that Yeshua told Peter and the others would come and teach them all things saying that I had no faith? Maybe. I am not sure. All I know is that in the most unexpected place, God may have spoken.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
Privileged, and Mostly Oblivious to It
I am a white male. That's what I've always been. That's what I always will be. I can't help it. It's how God made me. If everything was equal, there would be no problem with that. But, things are not equal. I am privileged in this culture. And, God did not make me that. The systems that have been built over centuries have ensured that I would have a privileged position in society. These systems are so deeply embedded in our culture that most of us who are privileged don't even realize that we are. It's just 'the way it is.'
Recently, Tony Jones, a highly educated, white guy made a presentation that rubbed some people the wrong way. One of the people in attendance,Christena Cleveland, called Tony out for being exercising his privilege. Jones responded with obviously hurt feelings. Now, at first, I didn't see all that much that was offensive in Jones' remarks. Shoot! I've probably said similar things myself! As I reflected on it, though, I became more and more uncomfortable. Then, a few days later Jones, I think in an attempt to show how egalitarian he is, posted a request for women and feminists to join in his blog. Again, an understandable response from a privileged person who sincerely believes that he is above reproach in these matters.
This morning I visited the blog of Caryn Riswold. She pretty much dissed Jones' offer. And, she challenged readers to go and read what people who are NOT privileged have to say. One of those links led me to Cleveland's blog. I spent the next 30 minutes reading a 5 part series that she had posted. What great stuff! You see, we who enjoy privilege are blind to it. We simply can't understand why 'others' don't like us. We don't get it when marginalized and oppressed people don't 'get' us. In fact, many of us don't realize that there are any oppressed people out there. After all, we live in a land of equal opportunity. But, as the old cliche goes, "some of us are more equal than others."
I am adding a link to Cleveland's series. I would encourage anyone who happens to stop by here to take the time to read it. It is of utmost importance if we are trying to be the Body of Christ to understand where the other members of that body live and breathe and have their being. It is important, no necessary, that we embrace kenosis, emptying, as Jesus did if we are to live as God's people.
Recently, Tony Jones, a highly educated, white guy made a presentation that rubbed some people the wrong way. One of the people in attendance,Christena Cleveland, called Tony out for being exercising his privilege. Jones responded with obviously hurt feelings. Now, at first, I didn't see all that much that was offensive in Jones' remarks. Shoot! I've probably said similar things myself! As I reflected on it, though, I became more and more uncomfortable. Then, a few days later Jones, I think in an attempt to show how egalitarian he is, posted a request for women and feminists to join in his blog. Again, an understandable response from a privileged person who sincerely believes that he is above reproach in these matters.
This morning I visited the blog of Caryn Riswold. She pretty much dissed Jones' offer. And, she challenged readers to go and read what people who are NOT privileged have to say. One of those links led me to Cleveland's blog. I spent the next 30 minutes reading a 5 part series that she had posted. What great stuff! You see, we who enjoy privilege are blind to it. We simply can't understand why 'others' don't like us. We don't get it when marginalized and oppressed people don't 'get' us. In fact, many of us don't realize that there are any oppressed people out there. After all, we live in a land of equal opportunity. But, as the old cliche goes, "some of us are more equal than others."
I am adding a link to Cleveland's series. I would encourage anyone who happens to stop by here to take the time to read it. It is of utmost importance if we are trying to be the Body of Christ to understand where the other members of that body live and breathe and have their being. It is important, no necessary, that we embrace kenosis, emptying, as Jesus did if we are to live as God's people.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Moods and the Necessity of Keeping On
Again, it's been awhile since I posted anything here. Honestly, I just haven't felt like sitting in front of my computer and creating something that I think someone...anyone...would want to read. Now, for someone who enjoys writing, that can present quite a dilemma. What happens when a writer just doesn't feel like writing? I don't know. What happens when a doctor doesn't feeling like 'doctoring'? Ok, that's not the same. But, you get what I'm alluding to. I have plenty to write about. That's not the problem. And, hopefully over the next week I'll get some of that out here. No. My issue has been that I just haven't been motivated to do this.
The situation is exacerbated by the fact that as I have been praying over the last year and a half about vocation, I keep being impressed by one word. 'Write.' My response to this voice has been, 'Ok! Great! Uh, write what?' That's a pretty big question. If God wants someone to write, you'd think that there would be some kind of follow-up. "Ok, now here is the inspiration. I have a project in mind and I want you to get 'er done! Write this....."
Well, that's not how it works, apparently. Recently, however, I have been motivated to move forward. With what, I'm not sure. But, since it's harder to hit a moving target, I thought I'd better get to locomoting. I've set a deadline of May 31st to have a project set. Not sure if it will be fiction, non-fiction, poetry or a 'project to be named later.'
That's where I am this morning. Fortunately, I am on vacation for the next 10 days. Who knows what the next week will bring? Already, this A.M. I had a memory return to the front of my brain. A memory of adolescent love. Hmmm.... For those who know me well, this could be a dangerous endeavor. But, one must follow where the muse leads, I guess.
I'll try to update this blog from time-to-time about this leg of my journey. But, getting the brain and hands to communicate can sometimes prove problematic. We'll see. After all, it is a journey...not a project.
The situation is exacerbated by the fact that as I have been praying over the last year and a half about vocation, I keep being impressed by one word. 'Write.' My response to this voice has been, 'Ok! Great! Uh, write what?' That's a pretty big question. If God wants someone to write, you'd think that there would be some kind of follow-up. "Ok, now here is the inspiration. I have a project in mind and I want you to get 'er done! Write this....."
Well, that's not how it works, apparently. Recently, however, I have been motivated to move forward. With what, I'm not sure. But, since it's harder to hit a moving target, I thought I'd better get to locomoting. I've set a deadline of May 31st to have a project set. Not sure if it will be fiction, non-fiction, poetry or a 'project to be named later.'
That's where I am this morning. Fortunately, I am on vacation for the next 10 days. Who knows what the next week will bring? Already, this A.M. I had a memory return to the front of my brain. A memory of adolescent love. Hmmm.... For those who know me well, this could be a dangerous endeavor. But, one must follow where the muse leads, I guess.
I'll try to update this blog from time-to-time about this leg of my journey. But, getting the brain and hands to communicate can sometimes prove problematic. We'll see. After all, it is a journey...not a project.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Good news from Cleveland this week. Maybe, we can make it even better.
Well, it’s been nearly a week since the news broke that
Michelle Knight, Gina Dejesus and Amanda Berry had been found and released from
hell. I was in the kitchen when my wife started to carry on about something. I
walked to the living room and she said that Amanda had been found. We watched
intently as the story of horrific imprisonment and abuse began to unfold before
our eyes. Relief! The families’ hopes had been realized. Gina’s mother had been
the ‘point’ of years of hope for her daughter. “Never give up hope!” became a
rallying cry for her and the countless others who supported her and Amanda’s
families.
But, for me, something wasn’t quite right about how the
story was being told by the local media. Everyone on air kept talking about the
‘good’ ending to this decade long ordeal. Yes, every year that passed dimmed
the hope that the girls would be found at all, let alone alive. And, here they
were! Yet, there were years unaccounted for. There was the loss of innocence.
There was the loss of family and friends. There was the loss of self as each of
these young women became the ‘property’ of one deranged individual Man. And, this is the story that
is missing from all of the good news. One human male thought that he had the
right to abduct, imprison and abuse these women. One man, Ariel Castro, took
his male privilege to the extreme and subjected three young women to inexplicable
horror. But, is he only one man? What is it that causes a person like Castro to
consider for even a moment that he has such ‘rights’ over other human beings?
Why did he think that it was ‘OK’ to take girls for his own twisted pleasure?
A person whom I have come to deeply respect for her views on
issues of sexuality and abuse of privilege, Jennifer D. Crumpton, blogged the
day before these young women were found and released. I had read her post and
viewed a linked video that night. She wrote about the ‘rape culture’ that is so
pervasive in our society. I’m not going to tell her story, but she talked about
how male privilege covers up male abuse of others. We live by a double standard
in which an abuse victim is re-victimized by media and peers while the male
abusers are referred to as ‘boys being boys.’ How ridiculous and perverted! We
allow male privilege to rape, imprison and kill, then we all act horrified when
an Ariel Castro appears. Ariel Castro, who was embodying the very ‘rape culture’
that we allow to flourish in our midst.
Yes, it is great news that Michelle, Gina and Amanda have
been freed. It gives hope to the thousands of other families who have missing
children. I hope and pray for all of these that they, too, can be reunited with
their loved ones. But, the awful truth is that we continue to allow our culture
to embrace gender violence in the name of male privilege.
Please read Jennifer’s post:
And, take 20 minutes to
view the linked video of Jackson Katz, PhD.
Perhaps, if we can use the God given minds that we have, and
open our hearts to God’s Spirit and to one another, there may be a truly ‘good’
ending to this story.
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Grace...the Real Power of God
A couple of days ago during my morning time with Yahweh, I
read from Acts. In chapter 4, I read the following:
v. 33b –
And God’s grace was so powerfully at work in them All
34 – that there were
no needy persons among them. For from time to time those who
owned land or houses sold them brought
the money from the sales
35 – and put
it at the apostles’ feet, and it was distributed to anyone who had need.
I found this interesting. The writer, presumably Luke,
starts by writing that God’s power was evident among the community of Christ
followers. When I think of God’s power I think of healing and deliverance and
other acts of power. But, he described the activities of the people as evidence
of God’s powerful actions. It seems as though God’s grace and power were
revealed through the love and generosity of the people. Lives were changed,
i.e., transformed, in such a way that it was visible through these gestures of
love a care.
As I reflected on God’s work as we read in the entire Bible,
I see most of it deals with this kind of caring for one another. We spend so
much time in so-called ‘deep’ theology that the simple acts of devotion go by
and are missed. Our church leaders spend so much time trying to build fences to
keep the sheep penned up that they give us neither time nor opportunity to
simply live and love. But, these couple of verses in Acts shows that the
leaders were distributors of God’s grace. Grace that enables people, all
people, to detach from the cares and worries and false security offered by this
world’s systems. Grace that causes people to develop empathy for others. Grace
that is reflected back to the Giver through acts of service and kindness.
Nothing deep. No creeds. No doctrine. No magic beams. Just
simple love. Jesus did leave that to us as a command. He never said to go and
believe orthodoxy. He said, ‘Love one another as I have loved you.’
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Persecution of American Christians...or maybe Not
There’s been a lot of chatter out there in the blogosphere about the
perceived persecution of Christians in the U.S. This is not a new thing. In
fact, when I was in high school way back when they had film projectors and
chalk boards, I wrote a term paper for U.S. History entitled, “Christian
Persecution in America.” Of course, back in 1972 there were no real sources to
draw from, so I got some interviews from friends, a couple magazine articles
about the Jesus Movement, and I think the lyrics from a couple of Larry Norman
songs, and got an ‘A’ on the paper. (More likely from my ability to B.S. than
to any real substance.) But, if one was to listen to some of the conservative
evangelical leaders today, persecution is real and rampant ‘from sea to shining
sea.’
I’ve been in meetings and informal get-togethers with these folks and
listened to them rant against the government and secular society for a number
of years. They bemoan the loss of the 10 commandments displayed in public space
as well as the ban on school prayer. Abortion, Gay rights, feminism,
immigration, and probably acne, in some circles are not only blamed for every
social ill in the culture, but the culture’s embrace of these issues is also
cited as the main example of how Christians are being persecuted. They believe
that the continued secularization of the culture is a plot by the godless to
eliminate God from their lives. It
has become personal.
My problem is that I’ve seen evidence and heard stories about real persecution. A quick look at TheVoice of the Martyrs website shows how Christ followers are suffering for their
faith. Type ‘Christian martyrs’ into your favorite search engine and many links
are available to peruse. Some of them may be helpful in finding places where
our sisters and brothers are systematically subjected to suffering that we in
this country simply would not be able to understand, or withstand. I think that it would be a good idea for these people to
spend some time in places like Iran, Somalia, North Korea or Indonesia. Then,
perhaps, they would have a better understanding of what persecution really is.
What people in the U.S. are experiencing is actually something called ‘marginalization.’
The White Euro-American worldview and culture has enjoyed two centuries of
privilege. It’s hegemonic hold on most, if not all, influence on the culture is
now being threatened by those that have been marginalized. As the culture
shifts to a less sectarian model, those who had the reins of power and
influence are feeling that slip away. They no longer can simply make statements
and policy without some pushback from people who may be adversely affected by
those statements and policies. This is something that the predominant culture
has not experienced. So, to them, it looks and sounds like persecution. But,
like I mentioned earlier, this is NOT
persecution, but marginalization.
Now, this could simply be the continuing march of cultural evolution.
Humankind is growing up. As we grow and mature those who have been forced to
live on the fringes of the culture and society are saying, “Enough!” In a way,
we may be living through a kind of cultural coup staged by these people. They
are not revolting against God or God’s anointed. They are revolting against the
pain and suffering that comes from living on the fringe. And, I say to this, Good! It’s about time that the
self-righteous protectors of virtue, Mom, apple pie and the flag have the
opportunity to experience life outside of the mainstream of culture. It’s about
time that the privileged share in the lack
of privilege. It’s about time that those who claim to be Christ followers spend
time living in the margins where Christ
lived.
Let me take a moment to share what I think is our proper place in the
culture. Ours is not to direct society; ours is to serve. Those who want to be disciples of Jesus must remember that
it was our Lord and Master who said that his kingdom was not of this world. We
have, however, forgotten that. From Constantine forward the Church has enjoyed
the power and prestige of being kings among men. (At least in the West.) Popes
and emperors and Metropolitans have lorded it over people and extended the
so-called Magisterium to influence every area of life. This has served to
foment conflict and the enforcement of boundaries that have defined who is ‘in’
and who is ‘out.’ This would be funny if not for the fact that those who have
been deemed ‘out’ have had to bear the pain that these designations bring. Now,
those who have grown accustomed to sitting on the ‘Seat of Moses’ are finding
it difficult to step away. Power and riches are not so easily lost. So it is
with White, patriarchal hegemony. We don’t like to share. Worse, we don’t want
to serve those whom we consider ‘others.’
It is, however, OK if ‘they’ become like ‘us.’ This is even the focus
of our so-called evangelism. We welcome others to come in and be transformed.
The lives they have led need to yield to the power of the Holy Spirit so that
they can enjoy the good things that God has for them. This is christianese for,
‘Come in and become like us.’ The problem is that there are those who will not
become like us. These are the ones who Richard Twiss referred to when he spoke
about White Christians saying that God loved the Native Americans, but hated
their dance and their drums and their ceremonies. It is all well and good to
accept our idea of Christ, but your ideas and culture must be left outside.
These ‘others’ that we purport to welcome are African, Asian, LGBTQ, women,
homeless, Arab, and a host of other human beings. They will bring their
worldview and culture. And, it will NOT be our worldview and culture. These
people, in all of their diversity, are the colors on God’s palette. They are
the spice that God uses to flavor. They are beloved of God. They are not a
threat to God. Why should they be a threat to us?
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Arrogance of Medical Doctors Ticks Me Off
I'm sure that many folks in this country have experienced this. You ask a doctor a question and they, condescendingly, ask what your medical background is. Like whatever they may say is so far above your puny comprehension that they cannot be bothered with such things. Or, you tell a doctor that the course of treatment they are taking is not working. They say, 'Trust me'. They think that they cannot possibly be mistaken. After all, they have gone to medical school and done their residency and now are gods that can pronounce truth and justice to the uneducated minions.
I've had this happen to me twice. The first time my mother had just had a very serious surgery. One of the pieces of equipment that was designed to safeguard her failed. Because of that, the doctors gave her too much fluid and almost killed her. During her recovery I went to the attending physician and asked about her condition. He looked at me and asked me what my medical experience was. I looked at him and said that I didn't have any. I was the concerned family member that he was going to talk to...NOW! That got his attention and he took pains to explain what was happening. As a result, we moved my mother to a facility that was far better equipped to help her.
This past week another doctor tried to impress with her vast medical knowledge and experience. My father has been in a skilled nursing facility for rehab from surgery. During his stay he became restless and, as the staff reported, combative. I can see that. He has dementia and doesn't understand much of what is going on around him. The staff physician prescribed a medication that was supposed to settle him down. After a couple days, we noticed that he was becoming agitated and unresponsive. We asked to review his meds and found one that could cause the symptoms we observed. When I questioned the doctor, she assured me that the meds were safe. There was nothing about them that could cause what we were observing. The problem was, we KNEW his behavior. We have been attending to him for the last year and are very aware of all of his issues. What we were seeing was something drastically new and dangerous. We continued to question the doctor. She continued to tell us to 'trust' her judgement. Finally, after more than a week, the doctor started to take us seriously. We had told her and the nursing staff that Dad's behavior was abnormal and most likely caused by the meds he was getting. (Now, it helps that I'm married to a Nurse who deals with these meds. She was instrumental in helping us get our message across to the attending staff. But, what about everyone else who does NOT have someone to help?)
Anyway, the doc discontinued the medication that we suspected was causing problems. Gee, after one day Dad's condition has improved. Whodathunkit?
My point in this rant is that medical professionals, particularly M.D.s, cop an attitude of omniscience that only Yahweh can claim. Family and friends, those who are with the patients day after day, can help when it comes to abrupt and drastic changes in behavior and condition. For these doctors to simply blow off our concerns and observations is simply arrogance. Arrogance that could very well cause harm. Perhaps they should read the Oath again...I will prescribe regimens for the good of my patients according to my ability and my judgment and never do harm to anyone.
I've had this happen to me twice. The first time my mother had just had a very serious surgery. One of the pieces of equipment that was designed to safeguard her failed. Because of that, the doctors gave her too much fluid and almost killed her. During her recovery I went to the attending physician and asked about her condition. He looked at me and asked me what my medical experience was. I looked at him and said that I didn't have any. I was the concerned family member that he was going to talk to...NOW! That got his attention and he took pains to explain what was happening. As a result, we moved my mother to a facility that was far better equipped to help her.
This past week another doctor tried to impress with her vast medical knowledge and experience. My father has been in a skilled nursing facility for rehab from surgery. During his stay he became restless and, as the staff reported, combative. I can see that. He has dementia and doesn't understand much of what is going on around him. The staff physician prescribed a medication that was supposed to settle him down. After a couple days, we noticed that he was becoming agitated and unresponsive. We asked to review his meds and found one that could cause the symptoms we observed. When I questioned the doctor, she assured me that the meds were safe. There was nothing about them that could cause what we were observing. The problem was, we KNEW his behavior. We have been attending to him for the last year and are very aware of all of his issues. What we were seeing was something drastically new and dangerous. We continued to question the doctor. She continued to tell us to 'trust' her judgement. Finally, after more than a week, the doctor started to take us seriously. We had told her and the nursing staff that Dad's behavior was abnormal and most likely caused by the meds he was getting. (Now, it helps that I'm married to a Nurse who deals with these meds. She was instrumental in helping us get our message across to the attending staff. But, what about everyone else who does NOT have someone to help?)
Anyway, the doc discontinued the medication that we suspected was causing problems. Gee, after one day Dad's condition has improved. Whodathunkit?
My point in this rant is that medical professionals, particularly M.D.s, cop an attitude of omniscience that only Yahweh can claim. Family and friends, those who are with the patients day after day, can help when it comes to abrupt and drastic changes in behavior and condition. For these doctors to simply blow off our concerns and observations is simply arrogance. Arrogance that could very well cause harm. Perhaps they should read the Oath again...I will prescribe regimens for the good of my patients according to my ability and my judgment and never do harm to anyone.
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Hate what God Hates...Whatever that is
Last week I visited a local church. It’s one that I’ve
visited a few times over the past few years. I find meaning in the liturgy
there. It’s not like the evangelical free church that I was a part of for many
years. This church understands the importance of symbol and celebration in a
way that actually embodies, at least how I understand it, the work of God in
worship. However, the senior pastor made a statement during a prayer that
puzzled me. He prayed that we would love what God loves, and hate what God
hates. Now, to most evangelicals, this sounds like a good prayer. It is asking
God to show us how and where to direct our affection and our disdain. It seems
to be asking for wisdom and discernment. Good things, right? But, there is more
to this, I think. First, what does God love and hate? The prayer left this wide
open to every speculation and opinion. Although, in his sermon he alluded to some moral concerns, primarily directed to young people, there was no direction for any of us to
take in order to discern these things. So, I decided to take a quick trip
through the Scripture to see if I could find anything that could help me to
love the things God loves, and to hate what God hates.
First, I want to say that this is in no way a comprehensive
study. Most Christians would not understand it if it was. This is a quick view
that any interested person could do in a short amount of time. It is, in its
brevity, accessible to anyone.
In the New Testament I found very few references to God
hating anyone or anything. There is a reference to Mal. 1:2 in Romans 9. It
reads that God has loved Jacob, but has hated Esau. In the Romans context, Paul
was trying to explain God’s sovereignty in the form of election. God will have
mercy on who God chooses. It’s not up to human actions. In the Malachi
reference, it appears that God was explaining that through divine choice, God
considered Esau as an enemy. Again, no reason other than God’s choice. PLEASE NOTE
that this is an example of God’s own divine choice. It is not something that we
could ever possibly act out on our own. We cannot hate Esau because we do not
have a reason to. God alone gets to make that call. Besides, for the pastor’s
prayer above to have any meaning for us today, we would need to know who the
heck Esau is. We cannot hate Esau.
In Hebrews 1:9 we find that Jesus apparently hated
lawlessness, but loved righteousness. Again, no definitions here. What did the
writer mean by lawlessness? Kittel, in the Theological Dictionary of the New
Testament, wrote that in this particular instance, lawlessness could be synonymous
with sinfulness. So, the writer was basically making the statement that Jesus
hated sin. But, the sin, or lawlessness here appears to be that which Jesus
hated in his own life! Not in anyone else’s. Because of this, God set him above
his companions. Ok, so we can learn to hate sin IN OUR OWN LIVES. This text
does not give us privilege to hate it in anyone else’s life.
There is a statement in Revelation that is a tad confusing.
Apparently, God hated the deeds of someone referred to as Nicolaitans. No one
really knows for sure who these folks were, nor what deeds are being referred
to. Can’t hate what we don’t know about.
So far, there isn’t much that I can find that would help us
to hate what God hates. Mostly because, it doesn’t appear that God hates too
much.
The Hebrew testament has some interesting things to say
about what God hates. Without giving specific references, I found that God
hates dishonest gain. Hmm… If we were to bring that statement forward a couple
thousand years, perhaps God would not be happy with Western economic systems
that reward those who get ‘gain’ using any means, including dishonest ones. Of
course, when these people or institutions are found out, there is a great
public outcry for a day or two. Then, back to business as usual. Maybe we could
find an object of hatred there. But, as Jesus told those who brought the
adulteress to him, let whoever is without sin toss the first rock.
The Scripture is clear in many places that God hates
idolatry…all idolatry. What can we learn from that? Most people would define
idol worship as anything that a person places importance on at the exclusion of
other things, especially God. That could be money, house, job, spouse/kids,
lover, prestige, RV, or cable TV. Here again, though, it is idolatry that we
have in our life that is important here. It’s not up to us to point out the
idolatry that we may sense in others. We are pretty much incapable of having
accurate discernment.
In Proverbs chapter 6 the writer gave a list of things that
God hates. Now, with this kind of list, the main point is usually the last item
in the list. In this one that item is one who spreads strife among brothers. In
fact, all of the items are interpersonal things. Lying, shedding innocent
blood, etc. God apparently doesn’t like it when people treat other people
badly. Ok, I can understand that. So, how does that play out as we relate to
the LGBT community? What’s that look like as we objectify and marginalize
women? Immigrants? The poor? Just something to think about.
There are other texts that I could reference, but, I’ll finish
with this one. Amos 5:21-24,
21 “I hate, I reject your festivals, Nor
do I delight in
your solemn assemblies.
22 “Even
though you offer
up to Me burnt offerings and your grain offerings,
I will not accept them;
And I will not even
look at the peace offerings of your fatlings.
23 “Take away
from Me the noise of your songs;
I will not even
listen to the sound of your harps.
24 “But let justice
roll down like waters
And righteousness
like an ever-flowing stream.
Perhaps, now I’m just speculating here, God isn’t all that
happy when people use that authority of the pulpit to speak for God. At least,
when making general statements that are loaded with emotion. Maybe our church
leaders would do well to make sure that the words that come out of their mouths
are accurate and precise. From what I’ve found out, these are the ones who may
experience God’s displeasure.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Our Common Human Frailty
This is not the post that I have been planning to write. That one is going to take another couple of days to prepare. But, I'm really having a difficult and emotional moment right now. You see, my dad is getting up in years. He's 84. That's ok, I guess. But the real issue is the dementia that has robbed him of his life. I just came from the rehab center that is his current home. He had surgery to remove his gall bladder a couple weeks ago and has not been able to return to his 'normal life.' I understand that dementia redefines 'normal.' But, I was totally unprepared for what I saw today. I will not go into details, but suffice to say that the light...no, the fire in dad's eyes has been extinguished. I remember playing tennis with him way back in the day. He never had mercy on me, even though I was some 26 years his junior. He wanted me to learn! Today I looked into his eyes and saw...well...nothing. They are pale blue and lifeless. He even told the nurse present that his wife was gone and I am gone. He knows. The time for exiting this life is ever so near. I am preparing a eulogy. I think that God the Holy Spirit know that Bill's life is nearing its culmination. I pray that I can do justice to the life of this man. Formed in his mother's womb, grown up in the sight of Yahweh, and passing in the grace of God through Yeshua Ha Mashiach.
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Selling God
A couple days ago I drove past a local church. It is a fairly large Assembly of God church. On the sign outside were the words 'Healing Service.' Now, I've seen hundreds of these signs over the years. Sometimes the type of service changes. It may read 'Deliverance Service,' or 'Revival Service,' or any number of other kinds of service. I have attended these services in the past. Shoot, I've been part of the administration of them as a worship leader! So, why was I offended when I saw this particular sign? After all, aren't we supposed to encourage everyone to come to the 'house of the Lord'?
I think that part of my reticence has to do with the apparent arrogance of the sign. It implies that only at such and such a time, God will have office hours. If you come to our church during this time you may experience some kind of super-natural intervention that may alleviate your present, less than satisfactory condition.
This opens an incredibly large can of night crawlers. (If your intent is to go fishing, maybe this is ok.)
First, there is the overt arrogance of a small group of people, (re. white males), who have an inside track to understanding the movement of the Holy Spirit. They think that if they can schedule a spiritual event, then Ruach Elohim, the Breath of God, is compelled to show up and do their bidding. As I read the scriptures I see the Spirit hovering over the deep, coming and going like the wind, doing anything other than what is predictable. So, to think that this Spirit can be harnessed into our understanding of time and space is wrong-headed at the very least.
Another thing that stands out is the advertisement of the event. To place a sign outside of a building implies that this particular place is the only place where God will be on whatever particular evening. I don't want to be crass, but the only words that come to mind right now are "bullshit." (Sorry to offend folks who are sensitive to language.) God is God. God does what God wants to do when God wants to do it. We CANNOT be so arrogant as to say that God will be available at whatever time and place we deem proper and in line with our human agenda.
But, the most offensive thing in all of this is that God is commodified. God is marketed on signs outside of churches like a pot-blessing dinner. (How I hate that Christianese term!) God is revealed to people in a way that shows humans as the ultimate arbiters and administrators of Spiritual truth. I don't see God in a box as I read the Scriptures. Perhaps, we should be taking a more human like approach realize that God is God and we are not. No one can control what and where the Spirit moves. Absolutely not on a sign outside of a building.
I think that part of my reticence has to do with the apparent arrogance of the sign. It implies that only at such and such a time, God will have office hours. If you come to our church during this time you may experience some kind of super-natural intervention that may alleviate your present, less than satisfactory condition.
This opens an incredibly large can of night crawlers. (If your intent is to go fishing, maybe this is ok.)
First, there is the overt arrogance of a small group of people, (re. white males), who have an inside track to understanding the movement of the Holy Spirit. They think that if they can schedule a spiritual event, then Ruach Elohim, the Breath of God, is compelled to show up and do their bidding. As I read the scriptures I see the Spirit hovering over the deep, coming and going like the wind, doing anything other than what is predictable. So, to think that this Spirit can be harnessed into our understanding of time and space is wrong-headed at the very least.
Another thing that stands out is the advertisement of the event. To place a sign outside of a building implies that this particular place is the only place where God will be on whatever particular evening. I don't want to be crass, but the only words that come to mind right now are "bullshit." (Sorry to offend folks who are sensitive to language.) God is God. God does what God wants to do when God wants to do it. We CANNOT be so arrogant as to say that God will be available at whatever time and place we deem proper and in line with our human agenda.
But, the most offensive thing in all of this is that God is commodified. God is marketed on signs outside of churches like a pot-blessing dinner. (How I hate that Christianese term!) God is revealed to people in a way that shows humans as the ultimate arbiters and administrators of Spiritual truth. I don't see God in a box as I read the Scriptures. Perhaps, we should be taking a more human like approach realize that God is God and we are not. No one can control what and where the Spirit moves. Absolutely not on a sign outside of a building.
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